so uh yeh this weekend was fun
i went to my cousins bday party. woah she turned 16!! ahh. next is me. scary i know. make sure to stay off the sidewalks when i drive by. lol. that was a lot of fun. it was a pool party. so you know what we were up to. but i enjoyed it. i met her aunt. she is my age and very nice. then afterwards i slept over at my cousins house. that was some crazy fun. we had some random moments but overall it was great. i got chased around the house with a plastic lifesaver. felt like i was in star wars or something and then locked outside. but it was fun. although we all wished we could of went hot tubbin with Joe Ciero and Charlie Anderton. lol.
then today,well i guess sunday since its now monday. i went to church with ali and her friend sam. i got to see sam baptised(cant spell) and that was pretty cool. sam is really nice. she came to my bday party so now i have to go to hers which will be cool since it will be at the beach!! its really sad though cuz she is like my cousin's only friend that is a girl and now shes is gone. she had to move down to the beach. yeh i wouldnt be complaining but it stinks cuz all her friends are here. but dont worry we will definetly visit.
then we went to the skate park and hung out with Ben Miller. he is really funny and really cute. lol. and that was pretty fun until they left and we were bored out of our minds.
then i went to alis and we got ice cream from the ice cream man and then watched How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days. which is such a cute movie. ahh i love it. then i went home and here i am. lol.
so now im getting ready to go to sleep so i can wake up real early and pack to go to cancun!!!!! im so excited only a lil over 24 hours till im sitting in the HOT SUN!!! haha and you all will be sitting around on your butts up here. lol.
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i know im not a perfect person and no one is. but no matter what i do or didnt do i dont think i deserve the humilation a lot of people put me through. theres more then what people have put in peoples xangas. there are little things that turn into big things and little things people do to be funny and dont realize how hurtful they are. i just wish i knew why people have to lie. you know there is only so much a person can take until they reach the edge adn ive taken a lot but i think im getting to the edge. ive let a lot slip by and just let things go and not do anything about it. but now it needs to stop. no matter how much you dislike a person, you should NEVER treat them with the treatment ive been put through. there is a line for everything and i think it has been crossed. things have gotten too far now. at first they were easy to let go but now it seems everywhere i go there is something else. its just gotten too out of hand. ive lost so much from all this drama and im tired of losing more and more. and ill be honest if it wasnt for the friends that i do have then i probably wouldnt be here today and you would all probably be going to my funeral. b/c its the friends i have that keep me going. |